Recently the second installment in The Hunger Games trilogy, Catching Fire, has come out in cinemas and made quite an impression. I went to see it in my local cinema on the 24th November and holy crap - I was blown away by how freaking good it was! It was definitely an improvement compared with the first one which ever so slightly disappointed me. Personally, when it was said the first one would be coming out, I thought the adverts made the movie look far better than it actually was. But now after seeing Catching Fire, I'm super excited for the first part of Mockingjay to come out! Not to mention I'm now completely besotted with Finnick Odair - or Sam Clafin, I should say.
After watching the first movie, I decided to read the books since everybody was raving about how good they were and oh my god: BEST DECISION EVER.
The Hunger Games movie really doesn't do the book justice as the movie skips over so many important parts while in the book everything is so much clearer and makes a lot more sense. Catching Fire was a much better take on the book its based on but it still misses out a couple of vital parts.
The books are full of much more excitement and I promise you, you'll be hooked as soon as you've read the first chapter. They're amazingly written, well put together, interesting and extremely enjoyable books. By the end of the third and final book, I was in tears. I would definitely recommend them and they are some of the best books I've ever read.
Thanks for reading! Do you like The Hunger Games? Who's your favourite character? Let me know in the comments. :)
15 Dec 2013
2 Dec 2013
Q&A Tag
Rules:1.
Respond and rework: answer the questions on your blog, replace one
question that you dislike with a question of your own invention, add one
more question of your own.
2. Tag eight other un-tagged people
What is your current fashion obsession? - Comfy leggings!
What is your current makeup obsession? - Seventeen Doll'd Up mascara
What are you wearing today? - School uniform haha oops
Hair? - Au natural aka currrrly
Do you nap a lot? - Nope, only in the car which is also rare
Why is today special? - Oh, trust me it's not
What would you like to learn to do? - Whistle :(
What's for dinner today? - It's past and I had a baked potato and wedges
What are you listening to right now? - American Horror Story
What is your favorite weather? - Frosty or hot
What's the last thing you bought? - A hot chocolate at lunch
What are your essentials when traveling? - Clean underwear, make up wipes, deoderant, perfume, make up, phone, iPod, earphones, book... I could go on forever haha
What's your style?- I don't think I have a specific style, I just wear outfits that I like and mix and match
What is your most challenging goal right now? - I guess making sure I'm trying hard in school
If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be? - New York, Paris, Amsterdam, London or LA
Favorite vacation spot? - Disney Land Paris or Menorca
Name the things you cannot live without? - My family and best friends
How was your childhood? - Overall, GREAT!
What would you like to have in your hands right now? - iPhone 5s please ;)
What would you like to get rid of? - Stress! The inevitability of exams
What are you most excited for? - All Time Low next March
If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go? - New York or the Maldives
Which countries have you visited? - England, France, Menorca
22 Sept 2013
Charles Worthington Takeaways Hair Products
Recently it was my younger brother's birthday and as a treat my other
younger brother and I were given some gifts. One of the presents I was
given were these Charles Worthington shampoos and conditioner from the
Takeaways range. I haven't been using any of them for very long and I've
never used Charles Worthington products on my hair before but since I
was given them, I've been using the Takeaways Moisture Seal shampoo and
Takeaways Sunshine UV protection conditioner. Both products have left my
hair feeling super soft, volumized, moisturized, light and very
healthy. I've only tried the Takeaways Daily Defence shampoo once so
I've yet to test that one out some more. I'm not entirely sure how much
each of them cost since they were gifts but you can explore all the
Charles Worthington ranges on the you can explore all the Charles
Worthington ranges on the website, Boots or Superdrug.
I would definitely recommend you take a look as, although I don't know
the exact price, I do know it's not an expensive brand but is great
quality.
The results in my hair
14 Sept 2013
FOTD
I thought I'd do something beauty related for a change so here's my FOTD for this fine Saturday.
WHAT I'M WEARING:
Eyes
Mascara - Benefit "They're Real"
Eyeliner - Rimmel London "Glam'Eyes" professional liquid liner
Eyeshadow - L'Oreal Paris "Chrome Shine" in no. 175 Silver Brown
Face
Powder - No7 "Creme Touch" face powder in no. 11 Candlelight
Lips
Lip balm - The Body Shop "Born Lippy" in Mango Peach
Lipstick - Estee Lauder (I don't know the name of the colour but I would describe it as a deep pink)
11 Sept 2013
Photography
10 Aug 2013
Uncertainty About The Future & Staying Open-minded
I know I've been blogging A LOT more than usual for me these past two days but hey, change is a good thing, right? (Or can be!) I'm sorry if I'm annoying anyone with the amount I'm posting but I just feel like writing a lot today, so my instinct was to go with it.
Me and one my best friends have just been discussing moving to LA for a gap year (we are literally discussing it right now) once we've both finished high school. Personally, I've never been up for taking a gap year but I've never not been up for it either. Of course, gap years cost money and time, and can potentially be extremely expensive but that, at present, is only a small problem to me in the equation. The real problem is, I don't actually know what I want to do specifically after or even before that gap year is over/starts. I have a dream of being in band but, in all honesty, I'm very doubtful and skeptical about that ever happening. Like I said in my previous blog post photography is another area of interest for me but I'm not sure if that's what I'd really like to do for a living or not. I quite fancy becoming a photographer for artists/bands whether that be taking photos of their concerts or of them modelling merchandise or anything they'd like/need me to photograph. I find photography very relaxing and calming, it almost is like being in a little bubble with a special lense that lets me see things in my own unique way and I have the ability to capture what it is I'm seeing. However, jobs in photography are few and far between and I feel I'd have difficulty not only finding a job but with getting into the course possibly (at Napier, Edinburgh) because it is quite hard to get into and the academic standards are high.
So all in all, I guess I haven't found a path for me yet. That's okay though, I'm only young and I still have a while to choose. Maybe I won't for a very, very long time but I'd like to think that won't be the case. I'm a very indecisive person so making big decisions is excruciating for me. I'm also interested in psychology but again I'm not sure if it's something I'd like to do for a living.
Being so uncertain about the future scares me - a lot. It means I can't really see what my life beyond high school might be like. That also excites me in a way. It leaves a lot of room for new opportunities and surprises that I may not foresee because I don't have a clue what my future will be like or where I'll end up. And I think if you too are scared by the big ordeal that is the future, you're better off looking at it in the way I just described. KEEP AN OPEN-MIND. Don't panic so much that you end up picking a university or college course to make the people around you happy or for the sake of it. Do what YOU want to do. And if like me you don't know, then that's okay too. Take some time out to yourself to discover what you like and don't like doing. Don't shy away from taking a gap year or two if that's what you want to do because you might go off to do something you don't enjoy at all and think "I wish I'd taken that year out to explore instead of ending up here being unhappy". Because you don't know what your gap year(s) might bring you. You might find new friends, new romance, you might even discover what you want to do and what makes you happy. If you have a dream or a passion for something, follow it (if you can) and make the best of it. Work hard. Uncertainty and indecisiveness isn't always a bad thing. It can sometimes lead to you making mistakes but they might be the best mistakes you ever make and they'll take you somewhere better.
So I guess the point of this blog post is it's okay to be scared of the future - it's natural! Hey, isn't everyone at least a little afraid of what's to come? Don't shy away from the things that make you happy. If there's a job you wanna do, set yourself up to give yourself the best chance at it. If there isn't a job you really wanna do, then go out and discover. Try your hand at things you like and enjoy. Don't pick something that's second best because we both know that that's only going to make you half as happy. Life is to be enjoyed, right? So do that - enjoy life. Keep an open-mind and remember it's okay to be scared of what's to come.
Thanks for reading and good luck. :)
Me and one my best friends have just been discussing moving to LA for a gap year (we are literally discussing it right now) once we've both finished high school. Personally, I've never been up for taking a gap year but I've never not been up for it either. Of course, gap years cost money and time, and can potentially be extremely expensive but that, at present, is only a small problem to me in the equation. The real problem is, I don't actually know what I want to do specifically after or even before that gap year is over/starts. I have a dream of being in band but, in all honesty, I'm very doubtful and skeptical about that ever happening. Like I said in my previous blog post photography is another area of interest for me but I'm not sure if that's what I'd really like to do for a living or not. I quite fancy becoming a photographer for artists/bands whether that be taking photos of their concerts or of them modelling merchandise or anything they'd like/need me to photograph. I find photography very relaxing and calming, it almost is like being in a little bubble with a special lense that lets me see things in my own unique way and I have the ability to capture what it is I'm seeing. However, jobs in photography are few and far between and I feel I'd have difficulty not only finding a job but with getting into the course possibly (at Napier, Edinburgh) because it is quite hard to get into and the academic standards are high.
So all in all, I guess I haven't found a path for me yet. That's okay though, I'm only young and I still have a while to choose. Maybe I won't for a very, very long time but I'd like to think that won't be the case. I'm a very indecisive person so making big decisions is excruciating for me. I'm also interested in psychology but again I'm not sure if it's something I'd like to do for a living.
Being so uncertain about the future scares me - a lot. It means I can't really see what my life beyond high school might be like. That also excites me in a way. It leaves a lot of room for new opportunities and surprises that I may not foresee because I don't have a clue what my future will be like or where I'll end up. And I think if you too are scared by the big ordeal that is the future, you're better off looking at it in the way I just described. KEEP AN OPEN-MIND. Don't panic so much that you end up picking a university or college course to make the people around you happy or for the sake of it. Do what YOU want to do. And if like me you don't know, then that's okay too. Take some time out to yourself to discover what you like and don't like doing. Don't shy away from taking a gap year or two if that's what you want to do because you might go off to do something you don't enjoy at all and think "I wish I'd taken that year out to explore instead of ending up here being unhappy". Because you don't know what your gap year(s) might bring you. You might find new friends, new romance, you might even discover what you want to do and what makes you happy. If you have a dream or a passion for something, follow it (if you can) and make the best of it. Work hard. Uncertainty and indecisiveness isn't always a bad thing. It can sometimes lead to you making mistakes but they might be the best mistakes you ever make and they'll take you somewhere better.
So I guess the point of this blog post is it's okay to be scared of the future - it's natural! Hey, isn't everyone at least a little afraid of what's to come? Don't shy away from the things that make you happy. If there's a job you wanna do, set yourself up to give yourself the best chance at it. If there isn't a job you really wanna do, then go out and discover. Try your hand at things you like and enjoy. Don't pick something that's second best because we both know that that's only going to make you half as happy. Life is to be enjoyed, right? So do that - enjoy life. Keep an open-mind and remember it's okay to be scared of what's to come.
Thanks for reading and good luck. :)
Tag: It's All About Me
Me: Hannah
Nicknames: Han, Hanz, Han Solo, Hannah Banana
Birthday: 16.03.1999
Place of Birth: Glasgow, Scotland
Zodiac Sign: Pisces
Male or Female: Female
Occupation: Unemployed (I'm only 14!)
Residence: Moray, Scotland
Screen Name: queengaskarth (Twitter) / Hannah's Take
Appearance:
Hair Colour: Brown
Hair Length: Long
Eye colour: Blue
Best Feature: Eyes or Cheekbones
Height: 5ft 6"
Braces?: Currently have "blocks" but I'm getting braces next week
Glasses?: No
Piercing: Ears
Tattoos: None
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Your 'Firsts':
First best friend: Jenny or Sarah
First Award: Pupil of the week in Primary 1 I think
First Sport You Joined: Ballet (I think)
First Real Vacation: France
First Concert: JLS (shocking, I know)
First Love: Don't think there's been anyone!
Favourites:
Movie: The Perks of Being a Wallflower
TV Show: Friends or How I Met Your Mother or Skins
Colours: Green
Song: Circles - All Time Low / Unpredictable - 5 Seconds of Summer
Candy: White chocolate
Restaurant: Pizza Express
Store: Topshop, Jack Wills, Glamour Kills
School: Hogwarts of c0urse
Book: The Harry Potter and Twilight books
Magazine: Rocksound
Shoes: Vans or Converse
Currently:
Feeling: Slightly worried
Single or Taken: Single
Eating: Nothing
Typing: This
Online: Obviously?
Listening To: Kerrang! music channel
Thinking About: The answers to these questions, 5SOS and the thing that's worrying me
Wanting: My mum to take her time with coming home! (I'm still in my PJs)
Watching: Kerrang!
Wearing: My dressing gown and pyjamas
Future:
Want Children?: I think so, but 2 maximum
Want to be Married: I think so, but I'd need to be completely sure about it
Careers in Mind: I'd love to be in a band but if not, I'd like to be a photographer I think
Where do you want to live?: Paris maybe
Have you ever:
Kissed a Stranger: No
Had Alcohol: Yes
Smoked: No
Ran Away From Home: Once I think when I was little... haha
Broken a bone: No
Got an X-ray: No
Broken Someone's Heart: Yes
Broke Up With Someone: Yes
Cried When Someone Died: No, don't know anyone who I've been close that's died
Cried At School: Yes
Do You Believe In:
God: No
Miracles: I am undecided
Love At First sight: I'm doubtful about it
Ghosts: Kind of
Aliens: Not sure
Soul Mates: Yes
Heaven: Guess not, if I don't believe in God
Hell: There has to be Heaven for there to be Hell so no
Kissing on The First Date: Yeah of course
Yourself: Mostly, no
9 Aug 2013
YouTube
As some of you may know, Zoella and Sprinkle of Glitter were my main inspirations behind starting this blog and if any of you read their blogs, you'll most likely know that they have YouTube channels. I've been watching YouTubers for 10 months now and in that time I've started to want to make my own YouTube videos. So this is a blog post to announce that, hopefully, sometime soon I will be starting my own YouTube channel! I'm not sure specifically when I'll upload my first video but I'm hoping I'll be brave enough to pretty soon. I'm trying to fix up my channel first to make it look pretty before I start uploading so I've still got a lot to learn. But it would be great once I start uploading if you guys could go over to my channel when it's up and running and like and subscribe and all that jazz. I'll be linking my videos in blog posts on here so if you do wanna keep up with me on YouTube, there will be links on this blog for every video I post.
I also noticed I've reached over 100 views on my blog and although this may not be a big deal to most, it's a HUGE deal to me! I never thought I'd get even 10 views, so to have reached over 100 views is just insane and I can't thank you all enough for reading and checking out my page.
I'll keep you guys posted on my YouTube channel and stuff to do with that and hopefully things will be up and running on that soon. Don't forget to comment if you've got anything you'd like to say to me or ask. I love you all and thank you so much for reading.
I also noticed I've reached over 100 views on my blog and although this may not be a big deal to most, it's a HUGE deal to me! I never thought I'd get even 10 views, so to have reached over 100 views is just insane and I can't thank you all enough for reading and checking out my page.
I'll keep you guys posted on my YouTube channel and stuff to do with that and hopefully things will be up and running on that soon. Don't forget to comment if you've got anything you'd like to say to me or ask. I love you all and thank you so much for reading.
19 Jul 2013
Fandoms/Fanbases
Fandoms are generally a good(ish) thing for the majority of people involved. They're usually more of an internet thing but not always, of course. As you all know, I'm a huge fan of All Time Low. They're my favourite band and have gotten me through the toughest times and they'll always be a huge part of my life. But the ATL fandom is an issue I and other fans have to deal with most days. The ATL fandom can be great, when we all come together. However, mostly it's not a nice place to be apart from a small section of a certain "type" of fans. These are the people I associate myself with as I follow a lot of them on Twitter and am friends with them. The point of this post isn't to say the ATL fandom or fandoms in general are a bad thing. The point is something I am just about to breach on.
At the moment there is a bit of a dispute going on between 5SOS (5 Seconds Of Summer) fans and ATL fans. Some people, like me, liked ATL before they liked 5SOS and some were vice versa. Now, because 5SOS have been supporting One Direction on their world tour, most people associate them with 1D and the fact 5SOS fans also like ATL is annoying to some ATL fans who dislike 1D or maybe even don't dislike 1D. This is because 1D fans call themselves "___ girls", which means they choose their favourite member or whatever and call themselves, for example, a Zayn girl. Of course this doesn't apply to all fans as some are obviously not girls and some don't have a favourite or whatever. Now, as a lot of 1D fans have now grown to like 5SOS too, some have started using the "___ girls" idea with them. I, personally, have nothing against the idea of "___ girls" and don't see the problem. But now that a lot of 5SOS fans have started to either like ATL or already liked ATL prior to 5SOS's appearance, the "___ girls" term has started move in on ATL. However, the most annoying thing is there only seems to be Alex or Jack girls as, admittedly, Alex and Jack do receive more attention than Rian and Zack. A lot of ATL fans far from happy about this.
To be honest with you, I think all of it is dumb. Who cares if someone wants to call themselves a Niall girl or a Luke girl or even a Jack girl? It's just a way of saying who your favourite member is. Personally I would prefer it if the "___ girls" term stayed away from ATL but if it doesn't, it doesn't mean people should stop liking ATL for it because it's not their fault. They didn't choose for this to happen and I fear that people will blame ATL and 5SOS and 1D for all of this, when none of it is their fault in any way.
So really, what I'm trying to say is fandoms can be dumb and also controlling. A lot more controlling than people might first realise. What happened to just enjoying music and enjoying your favourite band/artist? A lot of fandom ideas are dumb, in my opinion, and none of it really matters if you think about it. Because, in the end, we're all here for basically the same reason: we all share a love for this band/artist. So my advice to you would be not to get too caught up in all of the dumb fandom things because they aren't worth caring about. What is worth caring about is enjoying the band/artist and sharing it with other people who enjoy it too, minus the stupid bullshit.
Sorry for the very late night rant, just had to get it out of my system! Hope this wasn't offensive to anyone because that's not how I intended it to come across. However, if I have offended you in any way, I'm so super sorry.
I love you all, thanks for reading! Feel free to leave comments but please remember to be civil. :)
25 Jun 2013
Keeping Up and Late Posts
I'm sorry that I haven't posted my London post yet, I've not really been feeling like writing since I got back. I will admit that I have made a start to it and I'm not gonna say "it should be up..." because I don't want to say to you guys that I'll put it up at a time when I won't. I give my sincerest apologies to all of you. I will have it up eventually I think but the hassle with the photos and organising the post sometimes just takes it out of me and I lose the urge to keep on and I just think "I'll do it another time" when really I should just persevere! But like I said I haven't really felt like writing much recently so I will attempt to make a little more effort with it and get it up relatively soon but there's more chance it won't be up for a little while yet. That's all for this post. I tried writing it from the center rather than the left hand side, what do you think? Better? Worse? Let me know in the comments if you want to.
19 May 2013
Apologies, Explanations & Updates
This isn't going to be a very exciting post, just a quick apology on not having written anything recently! Also a little update for everyone. I've been wanting to write a new blogpost for a long time now but I just haven't had anything to say or write about, so I guessed an apology post, a little explanation and update on life would give me reason enough. I will try and write or at least give little updates more often - but no promises mind you! I'll definitely have a new post up two weeks from now, as on the 26th I'm going to London for the first time ever!! I'll be back on the 31st of May so I'll try and get a post up over the weekend I return home but it may not be up until early the following week. I'm really excited, I'm going with my school for 5 days. My best friend Stephanie and some of my other friends from school are going too. Unfortunately there is one girl from school who's going that I have rather a dislike to at the moment but nevertheless, I am going to enjoy myself as much as I possibly can! We'll be going to places like Chesington World of Adventures, the London Eye, Trafalgar Sqaure, the HMS Belfast, and other interesting and fun places. There's an All Time Low acoustic gig on the 31st which I'm really upset about because I might have had a chance of going (probably not but whatever) and I'll be leaving London just as they get there. I'd die to meet them, seriously. But lets not get into ATL related subjects because you and I both know this post will become even more rambly and ranty than it already is. That's all I came on to say really, and before I kill you all with my going off on a tangent, I'll shut up and say goodbye until next time. Thank you all for reading and being so great, remember to comment if you have anything you'd like to say.
9 Mar 2013
25 Facts About Me
Hey you lot.Thought I'd teach you all a little about me, so here's 25 (probably very uninteresting) facts about moi! Enjoy.
1. My favourite band are All Time Low, in case you weren't already aware of that
3. I'm honestly OBSESSED with bands, it's probably a very unhealthy obsession but OH WELL!
4. It takes a hell of a lot to make me cry
5. I've only ever been on a plane twice (one plane journey = to destination and back home)
6. I can rarely go a day without going on the internet, mostly Twitter
7. I love photography
8. When I'm grown up I'd either like to be in a band, a psychiatric/psychologist, photographer or radio DJ/presenter
9. Music and art are my favourite subjects at school but I also like English (sometimes) and P.E. is okay
10. I was born in Glasgow and the hospital I was born in has now been demolished, sighs :-(
11. I've never had a real boyfriend (unloved much?!)
12. I'm 14 this year
13. France was the first place I went abroad to
14. I went to Disneyland Paris when I was 10, it was great
15. I want two particular tattoos when I'm old enough
16. The West Coast of Scotland is one of my favourite places as I have loads of childhood memories from
18. I'm a very closed up person but pretty open about certain things (some I most probably shouldn't be but y'know)
18. My inspirations to start writing a blog were these two lovely ladies - Zoella and Sprinkle Of Glitter
19. I love music, it means so much to me
20. I have two dogs called Toto and Maisy and a guinea pig called Petal
21. When I was a bit younger I really liked writing stories and making up different characters
22. My friend and I are hoping to start up a band reasonably soon!
23. Even though I am one, I don't really feel like a teenager, I feel like I'm still waiting to become one, haha
24. I love Harry Potter, the books and the films
25. Spiderman is my favourite superhero
20. I have two dogs called Toto and Maisy and a guinea pig called Petal
21. When I was a bit younger I really liked writing stories and making up different characters
22. My friend and I are hoping to start up a band reasonably soon!
23. Even though I am one, I don't really feel like a teenager, I feel like I'm still waiting to become one, haha
24. I love Harry Potter, the books and the films
25. Spiderman is my favourite superhero
23 Jan 2013
Paramore's new single: Now
Hey everyone!
So yesterday morning on the radio one of my favourite bands, Paramore, were guests on Nick Grimshaw's morning show. A couple nights ago I'd found out the band would be releasing a new single. I was really excited as was most of my Twitter feed!! In the morning when I logged onto Twitter loads of people on my feed were going crazy for the release of it and when Paramore came on the radio, the craziness just exploded!!! I logged onto my laptop and listened to them online and watched them on webcam in the studio. That only made me love them more! I felt so excited, you know that warm fuzzy band-loving feeling you get when one that you love comes on the radio or you watch an interview or listen to them or something?? Yeah, that.
When the song was played I listened to it and oH MY GOD. I FELL IN LOVE. It was great! It was so good I mean I can't even explain it. I've loved Paramore for a couple of years now and this was just the cherry on top. I'll put the YouTube link for the song at the bottom of the page for anyone who hasn't heard it and wants to or has and wants to listen to it anyway. :)
After hearing Now and loving it, I'm super stoked for the new record to come out. Should be better than great. I'm so psyched. They're apparently going to be doing a UK tour and I'm really hoping they'll come to Scotland (that's where I live) so I can see them live. This year I want to see a good few bands I like at live gigs because I've only ever been to two and I definitely want to see more. I love gigs! But then again, who doesn't?? ;)
I hope a lot of you like the single too - if anyone's actually reading this, haha. I know I do and, well, you guys know I do! Overall, I'm just really buzzed about the whole thing aka the single, the new record, the UK tour (fingers crossed)... EVERYTHING.
Till next time then...
Chow x
Now - Paramore (new single)
So yesterday morning on the radio one of my favourite bands, Paramore, were guests on Nick Grimshaw's morning show. A couple nights ago I'd found out the band would be releasing a new single. I was really excited as was most of my Twitter feed!! In the morning when I logged onto Twitter loads of people on my feed were going crazy for the release of it and when Paramore came on the radio, the craziness just exploded!!! I logged onto my laptop and listened to them online and watched them on webcam in the studio. That only made me love them more! I felt so excited, you know that warm fuzzy band-loving feeling you get when one that you love comes on the radio or you watch an interview or listen to them or something?? Yeah, that.
When the song was played I listened to it and oH MY GOD. I FELL IN LOVE. It was great! It was so good I mean I can't even explain it. I've loved Paramore for a couple of years now and this was just the cherry on top. I'll put the YouTube link for the song at the bottom of the page for anyone who hasn't heard it and wants to or has and wants to listen to it anyway. :)
After hearing Now and loving it, I'm super stoked for the new record to come out. Should be better than great. I'm so psyched. They're apparently going to be doing a UK tour and I'm really hoping they'll come to Scotland (that's where I live) so I can see them live. This year I want to see a good few bands I like at live gigs because I've only ever been to two and I definitely want to see more. I love gigs! But then again, who doesn't?? ;)
I hope a lot of you like the single too - if anyone's actually reading this, haha. I know I do and, well, you guys know I do! Overall, I'm just really buzzed about the whole thing aka the single, the new record, the UK tour (fingers crossed)... EVERYTHING.
Till next time then...
Chow x
Now - Paramore (new single)
13 Jan 2013
New year, fresh start.
Evening all. :)
Well, it's a little late but nevertheless - happy new year!! Better late than never as they say.
Now that 2012 is out the window and away, I must say I'm glad. 2012 was probably - and I'm not being dramatic here - the worst year of my life. Very few "life-changing" things happened for the better but plenty did for the worst. None of you will know about what I've went through this past year and I'm not going to go into immense detail on it but I give you an insight.
Last year my parents separated. From sometime earlier on in last year (before the separation) I'd been really down and hadn't really been very happy. This was getting me down because I wanted nothing more than to be a happy person again. Naturally I'm a pretty positive person in general, so being down like that was hard. But after the separation things only got worse for me. I became even more down. There were a few happy times but like I said, a few. As this year went on I just got more and more upset. I wondered if I was becoming depressed but I wouldn't know for sure unless I went to a doctor or talked to someone about it. I never did and I still haven't to this day. I guess I just never had the guts. But hey, here I am posting it on the internet!
Throughout my down time I've experienced things I didn't think I ever would - and by that I mean bad things. I never asked for any of this, I never wanted any of this. In lots of ways I wish I could take the whole year back and make something really special of it and look back on it and think "wow that was an amazing year for me!!" Now I'll never get that chance. But that's okay, because I did learn a lot from being upset and I gained a lot of understanding, of certain feelings and why a person does certain things and how certain things affect a person, whether that be in a good or bad way.
So this year, I plan to make a fresh start. I want to get my life back to being a LIVED life! Not the depressing mess it has become. Hopefully I can make this work. It'll be hard - it has been already, and the year's barely begun! But I reckon I can pull through.
For anyone else who might read this or stumble across it, I suggest you get the help you deserve asap because otherwise you may regret not getting it. Everyone deserves to be happy and everyone deserves to have a life to look back on that they're proud to say they lived.
Good luck guys!!! And all the best for 2013. Let's make it a good one. :)
Well, it's a little late but nevertheless - happy new year!! Better late than never as they say.
Now that 2012 is out the window and away, I must say I'm glad. 2012 was probably - and I'm not being dramatic here - the worst year of my life. Very few "life-changing" things happened for the better but plenty did for the worst. None of you will know about what I've went through this past year and I'm not going to go into immense detail on it but I give you an insight.
Last year my parents separated. From sometime earlier on in last year (before the separation) I'd been really down and hadn't really been very happy. This was getting me down because I wanted nothing more than to be a happy person again. Naturally I'm a pretty positive person in general, so being down like that was hard. But after the separation things only got worse for me. I became even more down. There were a few happy times but like I said, a few. As this year went on I just got more and more upset. I wondered if I was becoming depressed but I wouldn't know for sure unless I went to a doctor or talked to someone about it. I never did and I still haven't to this day. I guess I just never had the guts. But hey, here I am posting it on the internet!
Throughout my down time I've experienced things I didn't think I ever would - and by that I mean bad things. I never asked for any of this, I never wanted any of this. In lots of ways I wish I could take the whole year back and make something really special of it and look back on it and think "wow that was an amazing year for me!!" Now I'll never get that chance. But that's okay, because I did learn a lot from being upset and I gained a lot of understanding, of certain feelings and why a person does certain things and how certain things affect a person, whether that be in a good or bad way.
So this year, I plan to make a fresh start. I want to get my life back to being a LIVED life! Not the depressing mess it has become. Hopefully I can make this work. It'll be hard - it has been already, and the year's barely begun! But I reckon I can pull through.
For anyone else who might read this or stumble across it, I suggest you get the help you deserve asap because otherwise you may regret not getting it. Everyone deserves to be happy and everyone deserves to have a life to look back on that they're proud to say they lived.
Good luck guys!!! And all the best for 2013. Let's make it a good one. :)
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